alone
again
but not technically
a room full of people
smiling
joking
laughing
but without her
she knew their faces
but who knew hers?
smiling
joking
laughing
right next to her
but without her
again
she took a moment to breathe
to be content with just herself
smiling
but nobody sees
joking
but nobody responds
joking
but nobody responds
laughing
but nobody hears
it's okay
there will be other days
other people
other times
alone
again
but that's okay
there will be times
without her
alone
again
but that's okay
there will be times
without her
sincerely,
darrion
p.s., this one is a little depressing... sorry about that. we just got back from vacation to california, so i went scrambling through blog drafts for something to post, and found this. i've just been trying to think of how i sometimes feel in a different way, to pass the time. back to the usual stuff later :)
p.s., this one is a little depressing... sorry about that. we just got back from vacation to california, so i went scrambling through blog drafts for something to post, and found this. i've just been trying to think of how i sometimes feel in a different way, to pass the time. back to the usual stuff later :)
this is slightly depressing. it makes me want to hug you: we love you D!!!
ReplyDeletei like the style though ;)
i trust your vacation to cali was fun?
Thanks for the internet huggles! Yeah, I just wanted to kinda... show the human side? If that makes any sense.
DeleteAnyway, yep, I'm trying more with that style! While we were on vaykay (yes, it was pretty fun) I tried to just look around and make a mental blogpost with that style. That was kinda fun :)